Stuck pondering a worthless life
Staring at mirrors trying to recognize
But the thought slips deeper in my mind until
I am nothing but a past memory
Who I once knew, who I was
is now gone to time
And all that remains is a worthless shell
Who wastes away with no courage to end it
If I had time to think clearly about it
I would've been gone already
I try to let you know but I can't use my words anymore
I have no options left, I'm powerless
Its been like this for as long as I can remember
And still I think about what went wrong
and how it was my fault
I have been conditioned this way
I can never be normal
When life shows itself I hide because
This is all I know
And one day I know my words will be true
And I will leave you just as I came, unwanted
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