1. |
Wrong Choice
03:36
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I'm living
off nothing
I'm fighting
take alway
I don't know what I need
Thousand thieves take from me
Everything with nothing
I'm a nest for
Plans of net gain
Take no part in
Life with value
I know what I am
I am made of greed
There's no cap on
what you would take from me
My new outlook
I'm not proud
You hooked me
All for myself
I'm never satisfied
All my pride is now set aside
Take you down
Replace you on this throne
Vile acts done against you in vain
No more peace
I only want more
Time for death
I'll win this war
Die
You've served your purpose
Now die
Nothing left but to die
Your whole life is to die
Why
Do you feed the disease
Force your lies into me
Create a state of unease
Pry
Me open take what I have
Leave nothing but sense and rust
My actions now based on luck
I
Have not
Take none
Want all that I see before me
Take everything I can
From
Me and you
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2. |
Last Requests (Pt.1)
04:11
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My savage lust takes over me
Hatred and blood mix violently
No time to stop what has begun
Your horror means that I have won
Is it worth it
Ease the brain
Violent measures
Will there be pain?
I can't feel for you
For you made me numb
Feed off your disease
Hate what I've become
You can't buy my love
Only deal my pain
Burns like acid rain
Walk me to my grave
Tried it once before
You think its a game
Time to clean your mess
I'll be fucking dead
Never before have you felt loss and sorrow
Cradle me now and still I squirm away
Scream while you weep, Prevention was no option
I violently shake, you waste your time with reason
Ironic it is, that without these you would join me
I'm washing it down with a bottle of your gin
Tremors decrease but so too does my breathing
Nothing to do but turn to bones and ashes
Death in your arms and regret in my eyes
Realizations begin that my death was on you
Glassy eyes shut, foaming mouth cleaned
Most horrifying yet I was only 16
Darkness before my eyes
You will soon learn that I can't rise
Never again can I decide
Wether to kill or leave alive
One final sin for god to see
My tears and blood leak endlessly
My time to sit and wait for death
Shortens with every single breath
You realize now I took my life
Was it worth it?
Ease the brain
Violent measures
I feel the pain
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3. |
Quit Vivere Est
00:24
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4. |
8000
03:56
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I can't look back
I find no escape
Its over now
Can't see forward anyways
My mind is gone
Been left to decay
To think alone
To die in the same way
My eyes are glazed
I'm dying in my gaze
I try to think
I remember everything
But I can't see
Things I'll never feel again
Once felt before
Things I always knew would end
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5. |
Siminal
05:53
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Stuck pondering a worthless life
Staring at mirrors trying to recognize
But the thought slips deeper in my mind until
I am nothing but a past memory
Who I once knew, who I was
is now gone to time
And all that remains is a worthless shell
Who wastes away with no courage to end it
If I had time to think clearly about it
I would've been gone already
I try to let you know but I can't use my words anymore
I have no options left, I'm powerless
Its been like this for as long as I can remember
And still I think about what went wrong
and how it was my fault
I have been conditioned this way
I can never be normal
When life shows itself I hide because
This is all I know
And one day I know my words will be true
And I will leave you just as I came, unwanted
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7. |
Parallels
09:54
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8. |
Purgatory
06:13
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All the doors are locked
Brain pushing against the skull
Hands gripped tight with rage
Falling deeper into this hole
Stuck to repeat this life
Lust for death 1,000 times
Regret this
Forget space and time
Suspended in time
Senses no longer react
Alone in this empty void
Panic induced by silence
There once was another side
Now condemned to isolation
This void has become home
With no hope of return
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9. |
Head trauma
00:15
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10. |
Bitch
05:43
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Looking down
As they pile up
Work against me bring my thoughts to the blade
Bleed
Free me
It hurts
Me
Violence against me
I would leave you all any day
It only takes one move
The only way is down
Dont try to talk me down
The time is now
Try to act like you care
Before you weren't there
If I go now
You will leave again
I will not get hurt
Let me end it now
Bleed
Free me
It hurts
Me
Violence against me
I would leave you all any day
It only takes one move
The only way is down
Dont try to talk me down
The time is now
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11. |
Pavidus
02:40
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Eratic flashes
Trick my mind
Behind my eyes
See the divine
Enlightened thinking
Pitch black skies
Roads unknown
Churning, burning
Mercy not shown
Perpetual nature
The process, the flow
My conscious confusion
Redlined
Repetition of my unconscious delusions
Its over
When I see people
Down the street
They don't live there
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12. |
Always Final (Pt.2)
06:14
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I'm open to suggestions
They've got me this far
A place of no direction
I'm doomed to fail
An ending I'm regretting
Who would miss this?
In all things death a champion
I'm crowned in light
My true feeling
I'm fucking worthless
Beyond grieving
Its over, I'm final, I'm done
Forfeit healing
Aggression and anger that's it
A life that's ending shortly
Just give it time
Its all here laid out for me
I can't look past
This cloud, I can't give meaning to this
I can't breathe in
I don't know why I'm living
My life is sin
I'm final
One final message
I'm leaving In blood
Confessing truths
Of a murderous lust
Some call it suicide
It must me done
I've taken all I can bear
No death can be undone
Forcing a blade through my gut
Wont be quick
The pain I will feel while I turn it and twist
This is what you'll see as you come to check
What all of my screaming and crying could be
Blood covers every wall that you can see
The knife I did it with rests next to me
As if taking a break from stabbing me
I'm bleeding and dying but you can't save me
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